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Ladies
Do you have an hour? This could be a long one. Okay here goes:
1st husband details (just to give you my background)
Married a guy that had a vasectomy. He reversed it a couple
years later. We tried for 3 years on and off and nothing.
I wasn't in to it like I am now. I didn't read things.
I wasn't on the internet. I wasn't educated so who knew
if I even knew what I was doing. All I know is we never
used a condom and I never got pg. He tells me he doesn't
want kids after all and starts cheating on me so I divorced him.
Husband # 2: As soon as we got married I went off the pill.
We wanted to get pg but not right away b/c we were
moving to a new state and I didn't have a job.
Once I got a job we started right away. 4/98 is when we started.
We only tried for 2 months when he got epididmytitis (sp)
and was in pain (testicles) for 2 months. Then I had an abnormal
pap in August. Had biopsy and surgery in October.
Well that put me out of commission for 2 months. So December 98 we
tried again and wammo I got pg. It didn't feel right though b/c the
first day I tested I was having cramps that made me double over.
Next day that I tested I started spotting. Took awhile before
actual m/c happened......like a week or so.
Then I bled for a couple days and spotted for 2 weeks......
hcg kept going up and doc didn't understand why (however it
wasn't doubling)so on my 8th week I bled heavy again and they
think it was twins. I had d and c just in case in Feb of 99.
I was devastated. I didn't try again until April and
then we only had sex on 1 day on cd 9 which I knew was too early.
He goes out of town on business a lot so this is another big
factor and me not getting pg. Anyway May he was out of town.....
June we tried and nothing. I ended up getting a vaginal infection
that wouldn't go away. Of course I didn't know I had it until July.
Tried 2 or 3 different meds and finally in October it went
away. Needless to say he was gone away during the important
days in November and December. January we tried and nothing.
Feb he was gone away. March we tried but only up to day 14 b/c
he had to go away on day 14. I o'd late that month. That brings
us into April/May. Finally he was home from days 11 to 18.
We had sex on days 11, 12, 13, 16. I was so mad that we didn't
do it on 14 and 15 but my cm was awesome on cd 12 and 13.......
dripping right out of me like snot. I had cramps on both of those days.
Day 14 and 15 it was dry and then day 16 it was creamy and my nips
started hurting on day 15. That is unusual for me. On the days
I did it I put a pillow under my but and put my legs up
in the air for 20 to 60 minutes. I swear by Vitamin E........
I take 400 iu and I have read that it helps regulate women's cm.
I was also take a Centrum. Now I am on pre-natals.
I had cramps on day 12, 13, 15, 17, 20, 24.
I don't temp. However this month I did it once in a
while. cd 8 97.5, cd 9 98.0 cd 10 96.9 stopped temping
until cd 23 98.2, cd 24 97.5 (implantation),
cd 25 98.0, cd 26 97.5.......so I said......
well af is coming I stopped temping and stopped looking
for symptoms. The day before I tested I had 2
glasses of wine. I thought for sure af was coming.
I usually start on a Friday. My husband was leaving
for 3 weeks on Saturday and I wanted him to have a sperm analysis
done before he left. I got up and didn't start but
figured I would so I wore a pad to work and only had
to work half day. Came home and didn't start so I told
him I better test before I spend money on this SA b/c our
insurance won't cover it. I took the test on cd 29. He was
edgy and we had a big fight. I went into the living room
and started to cry. He came into apologize and I sobbed
like a baby. So we made up and about 7 minutes later
I said well lets go look at this F'ing Negative test and we
both went in and saw 2 lines on the EPT.
I nearly died. I started crying hysterically b/c of my m/c.......
I guess I hid a lot of feelings and never really got over it.
I called the nurse and told her I was pg and m/c.
She asked me why I thought I was m/c.
I didn't know just thought i would. So I have an appt on Monday.
So far I haven't spotted and I don't have too
terrible of cramps. I only get them once in a while.
On cd 27 I started having sore breasts. I have had
white creamy cm but now it is a bit stinky
down there and not like lotion anymore which worries
the hell out of me b/c that is the kind of cm I had before
when I was pg. I have been peeing more.
Not too tired.
I am not sleeping well.
I pee a lot in the night.
Here is another weird thing.
I found this site that talks about your lunar cycle and how
women are not really infertile and that some women are not
ovulating around their appropriate lunar times.
So they asked for 39 dollars, your name, birthdate,
time you were born, and where you were born and 3 days
later they emailed you your lunar times.
Just a note from Momma Kath:
The TTC Store hasLunar Reports!
Well the last 4 months my lunar date did not match up
with my o days. This month however my lunar day was May 7
and I had cramps that day. Also they give you secondary
lunar days and if the secondary and primary days fall
together (this only happens 2 times a year)
then you have an excellent chance if it happens around o time.
Well my secondary fell on the night of May 6 to the morning of May 7.
Anyway I have been going to church since January and praying
an awful lot. I am 33 years old with no children.
I have wanted children since I was a child. Please pray
this works out for me. I am not constipated yet,
in fact I have been going more.
I usually go once or twice a week and now I go daily.
I am hungrier. Oh also I broke out the day my nipples
started hurting which I think was 1 dpo.
I had pimples all over my neck and chin.
They have somewhat gone away but my skin is very dry.
Well if I can think of anymore I will let you know.
Sorry this is so long. I am not truly excited yet.
Still very nervous. The line on the test is still there.
I keep staring at it. Last time I was pg you could
barely see the line. This time it was there in a big way.
Good luck ladies. I know exactly what you are going through.
You have been wonderful. I have been here on this board off
and on since January 99. I used to get so jealous when
someone got pg on here. My best friend is pg right now.
She has had 3 m/c in the past and we were pg the first time
together and both of us m/c within days of each other.
She is almost 20 weeks now so I hope I am as lucky as she is.
Have faith and take Vitamin E..........
Thank you God!!!!!!!!!
Lisa P
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